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“...due to their equals in regular service excites ones pity and contempt. 4 St. Eustatius proved very useful to the Windward Islands in a time of scarcity ; and the secretary of state notified the ambassador that the British would not take any more Dutch ships unless they had naval or warlike stores on board.5 In July, 1778, De Graaff at last reached home. Called upon to defend his whole course as governor, so far as it related to the North American colonies, he presented in February a verbose apologia pro vita sua, in which he endeavored to clear himself of all the accusations raised by Greathead and Yorke. He declared that he had never connived at trade in munitions of war ; that the Balti- more Hero had not been fitted out at the island, but by the council in Maryland ; that her prize was not made within the range of his guns, but much nearer to St. Christopher; that the salute of the Andrew Doria had, by his orders, been returned with two less guns than she fired, that this was the usual...”